Was listening to 25 minutes by MLTR and again was thinking and
having a flashback of all sorts… I have a serious problem.. Whenever I listen
to songs of this sort, I start having flashbacks and get depressed for no
reason… Living alone is a very uphill task. You start thinking all weird things
and even the minute”est” details, quarrels come flooding in your mind. &
then you have mood off for the rest of the day, week or even month….!!!!
This is again that time of the year when I was supposed to go to
Kolkata but unfortunately I am at Nagpur. What “great” idea dawned upon me I
don’t know (I’m still dubious about my sanity..!!!) that instead of getting
meself a ticket to Kolkata I was adamant about going to Mumbai, that too during
Durga Puja…!!!! Feel like kicking myself…!!!! I’m getting more and more jealous
reading all the “wonderful”, “lavish” FB statuses about Durga puja, how they
are pandal hopping, how they are going to have dinner at “that” restaurant,
when they will be meeting at “that” particular place and all “bullshit” (to me
for the time being…!!!)
I promise to myself that this is the 1st ever and LAST
ever when I am missing Durga Puja, the festival which defines my ETHNICITY, my
CULTURE, my BONGNESS…
LAST TIME EVER…..
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