Yesterday night I dunno why suddenly memories, some very dirty memories flooded my mind, pissing me off for the whole day onwards.... Memories which one would never want to remember, no matter what happens... Memories where your near and dear ones, your blood relations, doubt you and question you about your character.....................
Though I was tried my utmost to enjoy myself in my batchmate’s birthday party, I just found myself all alone even amongst the crowd, seeing the tensionless ever smiling faces of all others... I felt sorry for myself when she brought to flaunt the gift given to her by her partner........... How I wish if someone showered the same intensity of affection on me......................
Everything’s just imperfect in my life....... Everything........... My life’s all puzzled and messed up big time.... I try not to mess it this time, treading on safe roadways but don’t know why I end up in a dirty messy situation....................................
