Today was among those days when I
am feeling extremely down, apparently for no reason (or maybe there IS a reason
but as I proclaim to the world that I give a damn, but inside I do feel bad)… Ever
since I returned, I don’t know why but I suddenly thought of downloading songs
by “The Carpenters” and listening to them… A huge of memories came flooding
into my mind without even my wanting it-be it beautiful or bitter memories… The
songs made me realize that yes indeed, I have travelled a long path since my
school days when if a friend stopped talking to me I would silently go to my
room and cry myself hoarse… Listened to “Stuck on you” by Lionel Ritchie and
had a flash back of my Class VII days in AG Church..
How much I miss those
days; when I first started learning slangs, “Bengali khistis”, had “puppy love”
or “infatuation” or “crush” or what should I term it now I don’t know, when I was
into my teens and entered the adolescent stage, when Mom’s words were like “why
the hell is she wasting her time when she knows I’m not listening to her??!!!!”,
when everything I did or thought seemed right, when I had so many unfulfilled
dreams and the stupidest notions about “love” and “living happily ever after”
as was shown in typical Bollywood movies.. It was the time when we were going
gaga over Hrithik Roshan as his first movie “Kaho na pyar hai” released and he
was looking HAWT….!!!! It was the time when I first started listening to
English songs, starting off with “My heart goes sha la la la la” by Vengaboys
and Backstreet Boys and Enrique.. Listening to English songs at that time gave
you a higher edge than the others… Others looked up to you as if you have
become a demi god.. :P :P
It was the time of getting
innumerous proposals from the guys of our class and from our seniors… Though I
always showed off that I didn’t care, but deep within I was jumping with joy
that yes, even I got proposals too… :P :P (Some of the guys are pursuing till this
now and flirting as usual..!!! ) As the proposals came, friendships were put at
risk when both the boys fell in “love” with the same girl… L L The girl was then at a dilemma
whom to keep as “just a friend” and who would her “boyfriend”… Innumerous
scandals, “jaundice cases” and what not……
Thanx “Carpenters” and Lionel
Ritchie….. You made me nostalgic…. I miss those days…………….